Let It Be Reality

2007-11-28T20:28:00.000-08:00

My new shoes

HEY PEOPLE ! I'm back after 4 days in Malaysia . well i must say this year trip to Genting and Kuala Lumpur was super fun . together with my childhood friends we really enjoyed ourselves .

day 1 - we drove up to Kuala Lumpur and it took about 4-5 hours or so to reached there . and before that i bought my new tennis shoes . sweet ! well we checked in to Swiss Inn , and we took an hour or so to look for that in and guess what it was like right smack in the centre of a small road . after checked in we went to have our lunch at a road stall and went to the nearest mall to shop but didn't bought anything . how pathetic though ... went back to the room to rest and about 7 met up for dinner and then we went to the " pasar malam" there and guess what ! the people there aren't stupid though . hahas closed the day about 1 with the gang going for a stroll in the night .

day 2 - Guess What ! . It's my 17th Birthday ! ..... well woke up pretty early for the breakfast buffet . and had nasi lemak for breakfast . hmm after which went back to the room to pack the bag and we're moving off to Genting highlands . before we went there we went to Times Square in Kuala Lumpur but we did went to the theme park cause under maturity stage , i guess we've grown up . so we went shopping . Cedric bought a new converse shoes and i bought my Dampener for my tennis racket . and then about 1 plus we left Time Square to Genting highlands . checked in in first world hotel and Met the rest at the lobby at 7pm . had dinner and Guess what Aunty jean , Aunty Chaihong , Cedric , Meldric , HuiJun and ChongHan bought a cake for me ! . THANKS GUYS !! . after dinner went to the casino . but too bad Cedric and Chonghan can't enter so we met them at 10.30pm.2230 and played mafia in the room . super fun game lorr ! . thanks to meldric . went to the canteen to eat Bao . and ended the day about 2am .

Day 3 - well woke up at 10am.1000 and met up with the guys at the lobby but then their parents went to the casino . hahas so it was just us . so what happened was we went to have lunch and the guys went playing pool and billiard and me and my family went shopping but guess what , surprisingly i didn't bought much , just a pair of socks . hahas . ended shopping at 4 plus so went back to the room . suppose to had dinner with the adults but ended up having it on our own . hahas , we had KFC . and catch the movie Mr Magorium Wonderful Emporium . the movie is boring ! . i'm sorry , so we went back to the room and told jokes and spooky stories . hahas and 1.30 we went for second movie , Hitman and you know what it's super nice this movie , after this movie we had marrybrown and ended the day .

day 4 - woke up and it marks the end of our trip . hmm ... we left Genting and had our lunch at the nearest shop . traveled down to Malacca parade mall . it was like about 4 plus when we reached there . so walked around but we were exhausted already . so we just slacked at the MacDonald's there . but dinner was great we had tempanyaki . and ended dinner at 8 plus and went back to Singapore . however the interesting part was Roy's bag was searched during the custom checked . but fortunately nothing happened . hmm anyway we enjoyed the tripped though .

The end ...

2007-11-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

well . guess i'm leaving to malaysia tomorrow already , so sad guess i'm going to miss her - the one who ahahahahah .... hahas you know who you are , Miss AJC. well it's a dread i guess but should stat learning to bear with it . well this sunday is my birthday but not spending it with my friends it's kinda pathetic though . but only for this year . anyway hey people do take good care of yourself ..

2007-11-21T23:41:00.000-08:00

yawn* been busy this few days at the pet shop . had to go back to Holland v to help out in the pet shop . and was super tiring for the past 2 days . well at least today i get to rest . but this morning having tennis lesson and Charles taught us the power surf and trust me my arms are aching badly now . after which my mates and i went to the canteen at NIE to have our lunch cum breakfast . well the food there are cheap and fulfilling okay ! . hmm went back home after that and took my afternoon nap . woke up about 5.15 , had my early dinner and went to ash's house to teach Param maths and along came Aisyah , so we slack at his place until 10 plus or so . and went home . bored ..... it's so mundane

Rumba

A dance that tells the story of love and eroticism between a man and a woman
The Rumba relies on the age-old premise of the lady trying to conquer the gentleman by means of her womanly charms. Incorporating all the elements of teasing and withdrawal, it is considered the most sensual of the Latin dances.

2007-11-17T23:23:00.000-08:00

today went to beach road with Aisyah for my photo shoot . but it was a wasted trip instead , Because we didn't had any appointment ! so we couldn't slot ourselves in to take the pictures . how pathetic . wasted trip to bugis and 2 hours of my extra sleeping time wasted .anyway so we took a cab down to Holland village after which to have our late lunch and went to my pet shop . well stayed there for awhile and went back to jurong and guessed what on the journey back to jurong on the bus 185 . guessed what my brother's ez-linked card was retain by the inspector . how unfortunate can i be . hmm ... but nevertheless i don't need to be worried ehs , i did no crimes . don't care either . anyway Aisyah followed me home to take off my contacts and we went to the night market . bought kebabs and fish crackers , after which went to Ashvin's place and slack there . well pathetic day but i care less though . only worry ? it's her ...

she failed to reply my text message today . (november 17th'07)

2007-11-16T23:56:00.000-08:00

hey people ! . I'm back from my night ride with Roy , Kim , Henry and Robin . we went Tamah Jurong fishing and guessed what we spent 3 bucks feeding the prawns and there's not a single prawn we caught . ain't contenting you know , that journey there was so tedious . Because Robin Injured Roy through a bike clash . is Robin good or what ? but pretty much spent 2 hours there , and after which we went to BoonLay and 651 to have our meals . well why separated ? ask Kim and Robin . well before we went fishing i was home watching TV and Texting that special someone .

well i don't know my feelings now but i feel that I'm in love again . it's been months since i last really know my whether feelings are true , well met her through tennis . my eyes can't simply resist her every time i look at her . that rush rushes through my head down to my toes , she says I'm irritating but it's okay . it's more to acceptance then ignoring but what can i say , i forget how to confess and fall in love again . you know sometimes i wish i was who i am back then . if you're reading this , i just wanna say I'm really interested in you and i want to know you more .

well trying to learn to express again . moving on with my life . learning and walking back on the path i ought to walk.

2007-11-15T21:18:00.000-08:00

I'm Like a bird - Nelly Furtado

You're beautiful, that's for sure

You'll never ever fade

You're lovely but it's not for sure

That I won't ever change

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

[Chorus:]

I'm like a bird,

I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is,

I don't know where my home is (and baby all I need for you to know is)I'm like a bird,

I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is ,

I don't know where my home is

All I need for you to know is

Your faith in me brings me to tears

Even after all these years

And it pains me so much to tell

That you don't know me that well

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

[Chorus]

It's not that I wanna say goodbye

It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me

Each and every single day I know

I'm going to have to eventually give you away

And though my love is rare

And though my love is true

Hey I'm just scared

That we may fall through

[Chorus x 3]

this song is specially dedicated to MissCharmaine .
"relationship often starts beautifully but yet at times end with your heart
shattered into a million pieces but at the end of the day you ought to tell
yourself we stand up and move on . there's no answer to what will come along in
your life , but at least when you look back one day , you should tell yourself i
didn't regret doing this . so MissCharmaine , Brann's always there to support
you . take one step at a time , when you look back don't let that unfinished
picture ruin that momentum to move on . "
with lots of love - Brann

2007-11-14T23:46:00.000-08:00

Great experience for today though . i woke up at 330 in the afternoon , and well it was raining in the morning so Tennis was canceled . kinda sleep through half of my afternoon . Sharlene called so i met her for lunch and talk . after which i met Jovena at Jurong point and i was super late and HuiQi was waiting for us at Jurong East entertainment . so guess what we did today ? Figure skating ! . kinda cool , we were like so excited but all have us except for Regina had no experience for Figure skating . and guess what ! WeiLun fell 4 times . hahas , met a few girls there too actually . the whole experience was great but my skating shoes did not permit and it hurts while skating actually . so had no choice but to bare with the pain . so about 8.15 we left the skating ring and went to IMM to have our dinner , went to a new place with is know as Pepper ..... . forgotten the dinner place actually but the food is not bad ! . peeps you ought to try that place though , took pictures but Regina have yet to send me . well ended my day by meeting Roy and Robin , well that's it . hahas -

2007-11-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

My new colour

today marked the end of my 'O' level 2007 ! so guessed what i finally waited for this day to colour my hair . months of patience and anxiety actually . me and Robin went to underground to do our hair . i bleached my haired and it hurts okay , ain't joking kid , then went the first layer of blond colouring and then the brown highlight . sat at the saloon for almost 3 hours . felt almost 3 hours wasted though but at the end i must say i'm loving it !

anyway kinda guilty today though , promised Kelvin and the Rest that i'll go clubbing with them but , i forgotten i had tennis the next morning and guess what i Broke my Promised again . i feel pathetic sometimes though but well somethings are inevitable . so Sharlene called me out with Kaixin and Shufen for a 4hours long KTV session . i fell asleep in the room though , incredible but true . hahas kinda tired you know , i ain't superman .

anyway the feeling of departing today in school after POA paper seems so saddening , this nostalgic fills me . wanting to bid the last goodbye to those who had followed me through my Journey in westwood , but don't seem to have the courage actually . but for those who read my blog . i'll remember each and everyone of you guys . you will be missed by BRANN . from the bottom of my heart . memories stay on ........

2007-11-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

story of my life.can't believe I'm walking down this road again , well i don't know what's life - can someone enlighten me ?
- written for you to walk down that road ?
or
- it's for you to write and walk?
well . argue people ! anyway today was a pretty interesting day though . went to the marine parade to see Long Far co. with Aisyah , well Met up with Aaron to take a look at the company itself though and learned alot of things though . it was like an eye opener to me , however I'm still young . hahas . Aaron i must say is super good with his words . and persuasive though . Impressive !
well the after effect of tennis is super horrible , my hands are aching badly and i have no idea what should i do though . anyone?hahas well after Long Far we went to Ash's apartment for Deepavali and Guess what we had fun ! , and there was a joke about younger mens marrying older women .

"why did the Men dies after marrying the Older women?"
Ans:they took too
much expired Milk !

hahas well we sat down and had a heart to heart talk and realised that's what we need to keep that friendship strong though .

Back

2007-11-08T23:03:00.000-08:00

hey people , i'm back for good though . finally after days of exams and enjoyment . well pretty much free already but i've got to wait till next tuesday for the last paper before i can do my hair up . that's way not cool though . well have been enjoying myself lately though after the science paper . went to chalet and had a GREAT experience there and the next day tennis and Guess what ! Roberk Clarke called me Roger Federer Jr . hahas , thought i'm not up top Federer standard but , Working hard . well Preparing for my Make over this coming Holidays .

hmm today went to central with Jovena , she wanted to highlight her hair but the shop was closing soon so process delayed . so we walked around central and had dinner at Pioneer mall and went to Sharlene's place . well typical day of my life but that's the beginning of Fun ! . hahas ,

well got training tomorrow so can't stay up to late .

studies - biking

2007-10-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

our messy stuffs

Half written essay

Eunice studying

today finally decided to find my old pals - Kerbe , Kelvin , Roy , Kim , ChunSeng , Freddy , Nelson and Haihui . finally ii realised what's fun . kinda miss them alot alot after really trying hard to study , a day break doesn't really harm .

today met Eunice to study at 4pm . wrote 2 essays and did chemistry , taught Eunice Chemistry too ! . we're trying , and guess what we saw this guy who talks to himself and it's so so creepy . we stayed at Mac till like 7.30pm and then went to KFC at central to have our dinner . normal day but the twist was ii went to look for the guys ! . ii used to dread and think ii hold no position there but ii realised ii was at least noticed . followed them to have dinner and had my MILO BING(Ice) . and we decided to ride bike . so we rode to 652 there so kerbe could have his porridge . then Me , Kelvin , Freddy , Kerbe and ChunSeng rode to the cemetery but decided not to enter cause of various reasons . so went to 900 plus there and sit down at the coffee shop . kerbe bought us drinks and he bought TIGER for himself . pretty much trying to drunk him but MISSION FAILED ! . hahas

well marks the closure for today well my 'o' level is coming ! and science practical is like on October 18th . well well , fun aside now - WORD HARD !

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.Walk beside me and be my friend." - FOR MY GUYS !

chalet

2007-10-13T23:46:00.000-07:00

today ii met a new friend by the name of SHUFEN . she is Sharlene's classmate , she kinda easy going , smart in mathematics and funny person . we attended Sharlene's chalet today and guess what it was super fun when Jasmine and Victor came . cause the whole chalet was filled will hostility . but nevertheless we had fun !

was rather hesitating to attend Sharlene's chalet though because my 'o' levels are coming and it ain't a joke . while in the train , me and Shufen was talking about many stuffs though . like 'o' levels , her hobbies and etc . at least train journey to pasir ris wasn't that dreadful . we were like friends the moment to met each other . Mike is a funny guy and Sharlene , sometimes you realize you need her presence . having that said . though my time in the chalet was limited at least ii did enjoy it . tomorrow morning they are like going for kayaking but I'm missing it . well now i'm home it feels good to be sleeping on my own bed . it's sweet !

well i'll write here for today but ii did a test thingy today and they claim that i'm a ESTJ??
ii don't know what's that though but you can read it yourself

You Are An ESTJ

The Guardian

You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.
Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.
You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.
Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!

In love, you tend to bring stability to relationships.
You feel comfortable being in charge, and you enjoy being a provider.

At work, you take charge. You thrive in structured environments and don't mind enforcing the rules.
You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

How you see yourself: Realistic, stable, and pragmatic

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Rigid, bound to rules, and a bad listener

What's Your Personality Type?

we're walking

2007-10-11T23:28:00.000-07:00

it's been days seen i last blogged and it seems that our days are numbered already before the examinations , time really pass fast .

today went back to school for history lesson until 11am with Hayati and guess what ?! she was late ! , but learn pretty much stuff though during history class . after which went to the library to do physic and mathematics with Madam Leong . super fun ! , she was like super irritated with small sounds ii make . but can't denied the fact she is good as a teacher . about 2.30 met Miss Sim for chemistry with Jovena until 4 plus ? then took 185 back home . supposed to meet Jovena to go to Jurong Point but ii overslept . i'm super tired man !

well it's nearer to Science Pratical examination already ! . better be revising though.seeing Kelvin they'll enjoying themself . it rises my temptation though . Hmm .. wondering have they forgotten about me ?? . well ...

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give — which is everything

tummyache

2007-10-07T23:27:00.000-07:00

just reached home after my date with Mike and Sharlene . we went to tamah jurong to eat mee pok and guess what the after effect of Kelvin's birthday dinner is haunting me badly . my tummy hurts like hell ! . ii keep on running to the washroom like 10 times today . and Miss Emily just leave me alone to fed for myself . aren't you going to ' sayang' for me ? * pondering*

well today suppose to meet miss ' Wang bu liao' to study and catch a movie . HOWEVER she overslept and guess she forgotten about our ' date' .but nevermind - along came Sharlene who saved the day . well that's like my typical sunday .

"In the nineteenth century masturbation was a disease; in the twentieth, it is a cure"- this quote was quoted from the net and it's like super interesting . hmm well normally we delicate songs to people . well ii delicate this quote to Sharlene Pek ! . you better be grateful ehs ,

MRkel's birthday

2007-10-05T23:50:00.000-07:00

today is MR Kelvin Goh's 16th birthday . well , went to school today for POA mock examination and the paper was super tough . i wonder how Miss Agnes set it , paper was an 2 hours paper but ii only sat for less then 2 hours before i went home . you know sitting silently in an examination venue is super creepy . went to the bus stop and kelvin called me , asked if ii would want to play mahjong today . without hesitation ii said yes but at the end i disappointed him cause my dad went to collect my prelim results and claimed i did like badly . ya i know i did badly but considering the fact that i skip school for a months or so during term 1 ? being the oldest in the family makes me so stress !

slept in the afternoon till about 6 plus , prepared myself and about 7 left my house for Kelvin's place . reached there and they were like having dinner together . slack there for awhile before i left . the guys went to sentosa and play . well guess they had pretty much fun . about 10 plus went to Eunice place to drink my king robert the second scotch . and then EMILY called and met us . went to the basketball court to drink , and ii bought Ben and jerry for the girls ( good life ) ehs . slack there for awhile then went to 907 to eat PRATA ! . that's for today !

well nevertheless ii did enjoy myself with the girls . they are just so
....... fun to be with ,
"Nothing contributes so much to tranquilize the mind as a steady purpose--on which the soul may fix its intellectual eye.

don't forget about us

2007-10-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

well well well . ii decided to blog after reading SOMEONE's entry . super touched , after see her trying her best to be my partner for dance . well you don't have to be so apologetic though . life is so bored not recieving your message this few days . something is like missing though . but at least ii know you're studying for your end of year examinations . you gotta do well ehs . hmm don't worry if you can't make it , 'll start with my tennis first then after your 'o' levels we can still learn right ? . your favorite movie me taught me to . although i want it badly but i'll wait patiently

"I hope you understand.We might find our place in thisWorld somedayBut at least for now,i've gotta go my own way"- for HER

LIE ABOUT US

2007-10-02T23:42:00.000-07:00

MY RACKET

today is just a typical day where i went to school and had English mock examination . but the fun part was me quarreling with MISS KARASI . ii feel that she just a like wimp , a little fly which ii could smack ! ended mock exams when to the HOD room to look for Mrs Baljit . taught me and zul the skills for source based . and guess what ii receive my PRINCE TENNIS RACKET already , and it so yellow !

went home and waited for kelvin for like 2 hours and he didn't turn up for maths tutoring ! . he only came at 6 plus when it's like super late already . but they are trying , after tutoring went to 706 there to meet the Kunbiao and gang . sat there for awhile and guess what they played blind mice and 'warrior' . though its abit juvenile but have to agree that it was fun. ahahs Kerbe taught me many things . hahas super interesting though .

now it's like 11 plus already . tomorrow have mock examination again . last lap , but i fell that i'm not doing anything . not gonna lose out now . PUSH !

"Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living." - to IRNI AND ZUL

Mock Exam

2007-10-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

Zul trying very hard to study

Irni and me

guess what ! . today is mock examination , and half of the 5A and 5B came initially . but after the second paper half of the 25 went for social studies . it's like super funny . cause 1st 'o' lever is comming and our attitude is like super ' BO CHAP' . 2nd is ii guess we simply love to see the faces of angry teachers . well we graduated already though but everything changed . suddenly we became more hostile to one another . this weird and mixed emotions . ii didn't attend social studies paper because had to go Kelvin's apartment to teach him maths . stayed there till like 1 . went home shower and changed , then about 1.30 went to meet ZUL

we studied physic , mathematics and social studies . suddenly Miss Chia messaged ZUL . you guys should see his reaction . super afraid , hahas . but nevertheless he still got me to back him out . about 5 irni came and we played "confession"game . and irni fell for me and ZUL's trick ! . she is super cute ! . hahas . ate macdonalds and it was like and eating competition . i ate cheese burger , 1.5 mac spicy and 4 nuggets . zul ate 1 big mac , half of the mac spicy and half of cheese burger . we were like super hungry . about 7 plus we left mac

well and now i'm here writing this entry . the marks the end of today and another day gone . which means nearer to our 'o' levels .

"Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief"

Graduation

2007-09-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

today is GRADUATION day . time really pass so fast , I'm really gonna miss you guys alot . today went back to school in the morning and the girls were super busy tieing their hair . can't denied that our class is pretty united . well went to quadrangle and sang the anthem . the usual routine . after which went back to class and and the girls continued tieing the hairs . took quite a number of photo together too . about 9 we went to the hall . and practice the routine all over again . time passed so fast , for a moment ii realise it was like 10.30 and the ceremony stared ! . well . as what ii say time passed fast .

during the ceremony . sad and happy feeling fill the air . the teachers skit was like super funny too . hahas , but nevertheless we will miss them .

at night we had the class party at floravale , ii catered the nasi lemak from boonlay ! , we reached the KTV room about 5 plus and within minutes the food was here . but we had to wait till 7 before we could eat . the muslim was fasting . "one for all , all for one " . the moment zul ate everyone was like rushing for the food ! . hahas , then baoxi and zul went to borrow some horror movie . and those who watched was like scaring everyone in the room with their screams . creep !

hahas , well our journey in westwood may end today . but it's the beginning of a new life . a new experience . guys i'll miss you .

"Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult. "

intensive english .

2007-09-24T22:30:00.000-07:00

OUR LOGO !

today is Monday . guess what we left 4 more days till graduation , i never realize school is so fun after all . opposing teachers seem to be our class forte . time really files , I'm gonna miss you guys alot . today had English intensive and our English teacher is late for class . don't bother much though . the funny part is when we try to oppose her by negotiating with her and not attempting her work . hahas and you know whats interesting , Miss Justina Goh asked me if ii would be interested Millennia Institute . and i was like lost !?? . cause i think i did badly for my prelims . i dare not to even say i wanna go . so disgraceful

well went home with Lemin again today , and talked to my dad about my after secondary lives . he claims my aunt in states is waiting for me there , well
seems like America will be my homeland soon ! hahas . waited for MRkel till
like 1730 before i fell asleep . so exhausting . woke up bout 2000 already and
started on my history essay . both 13 marks question . better do well for my
humanities . well typical day and typical week but this Friday would be the last
day i would have proper lessons in the school . same saying goes : " as we go on
, we remember , all the times we had together ... we will still be friends
forever".

"5B 2007 - I'll BE MISSING YOU "

"The language of friendship is not words but meanings."

STUDY HARD ! - PRESS ON GUYS ,

SATURDAYnight .

2007-09-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

My Saturday . today guess what i made a right decision by attending school for my mathematics mock examination . the maths paper was SUPER easy and i could even finish the paper 30 minutes before the ending time . i had time playing with Irni in the examination venue . her expression was like super stress ! . hahas . anyway after which went back home with Lemin by bus . reached home had lunch and sleep . but the interesting part comes later .

about 1645 . guess what !? Sharlene and Mike came to my house and irritate me while i was sleeping . too bad for me , promised them i will go out with them to town today . had to carry myself out of bed and prepare . about 1730 took a bus 502 to plaze singapura to meet Victor and Vanessa . hanged around that area for awhile and guess where we went ? . of all places in Singapore , GEYLANG . interesting right ! hahas . we had frog leg porridge at one of the stall and it was NICE ! . after which walk from lorong 1 to 5 . they brought me to the back alley .for some 'sight seeing' . see what ? simple - illegal transactions that are done in singapore . from gambling areas to prostitude to even people sellling contraband ciggarettes by the streets . We went in to one of the 'aquarim' - (yu kang) where they show case the protitudes and it was creepy . but nevermind . it's an experience indeed . nevertheless i never regret going there to see. after which we went to one of the stalls to have our dessert , soy bean juice with 'you tiao' and the beancurd . *YUMMY* . took some photos also . after eating we walk at from lorong 3 all the way to lorong 42 . just to eat the fermented beancurd of 'toufu' . it was super tiring . we bought 'smelly toufu' and trust me it stinks badly . we really ate alot today . but it was enjoyabe . after everything we took bus 30 back .

went to boonlay and bought nasi lemak for Kelvin and settled the class party thingy . then saw my dad . he sent me to kelvin's apartment . ate my supper there and took the stuffs he bought for me in malaysia . went home after that . well that's my day for today . just felt guilty not studying . anyway my entry ends here tonight .

28 more days to my 'o' levels already ! . brann time to plan and start revising .

"We don't accomplish anything in this world alone, and whatever happens is the result of the whole tapestry of one's life and all the weavings of individual threads from one to another that creates something."

[Vanessa and me]

Group pictures

myFRIDAY

2007-09-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

I'm back again. been 2 days since i blogged . everything is so hectic and busy , and i feel so theymiserable alone , it feels like they have forsaken me since that quarrel ii had with SOMEONE . I'm completely drained already and haven had enough rest for the past few days , how pathetic can i be .

doesn't matter anymore . bare with the stress and the tiredness , it will pay eventually . vmathematics mock examination is tomorrow and i etter be scoring for my mathematics . A1 is all i asked . time pass so fast i realize . it's been a almost a year since the incident happen . today while walking down the stairs i saw her . this feeling of wanting to talk to her has been running through my head . but i can't after all the bad things I've done towards her . she moved on so must i . i keep thinking why was i even like that . i wished all thing would not happen . IT HURTS . (if you are seeing this , I'm sorry) .

today hayati followed me to boon lay to settle the class graduation party thingy . and the guy FLIRTED with her . ah ahas . told you already Hayati , but i think the class graduation party would be successful . without any doubt , My class is so super supportive without the exceptional . so i wanna let you guys know i will really miss you guys after graduation . time flies !

well and so my entry for today ends here too . HEY 5Bs, WE ARE AT OUR LAST LAP OF OUR RACE . DON'T LET ANY OBSTACLES PREVENT US FROM PERSUING OUR DREAMS ! .

'A person reveals his character by nothing so clearly as the joke he resents.' - Georg Christoph Lichtenberg

Brann , Mdm Rosi say you can do it , and you will ! don't give up

Another day passed .

2007-09-18T22:36:00.000-07:00

I'm back ! Guessed what happened in POA class today ? MISSCHIA told ZUl and me the day before prepare oxygen tank for her in case she faint in class after reprimanding us for the "good" results our class achieved , HOWEVER , she came in without saying a word and the class was completely slient.set up her laptop she showed us our results. only 4 passes for her paper but contracy all of us improved except WeiHou. pretty much contented with my hardwork.Abit more and ii may pass the exams.before class end she gave us a compass which was in a shape of either a ladybug or turtle . ii took the turtle instead.

"this compass is to navigate your way where you wanna go,don't give up,continue
walking"-MISS CHIA EI EI
after all she not too bad . she gave us each a note commenting about us and she wrote on mine "Manage your emotion . Talk to the point . work hard and you will be the shining star of tomorrow . Thanks for enlivening my class all the time" . suddenly ii realize for that moment ii was noticed by her.but we left 1 week 3 days until graduation. will miss the people though.nevertheless at least after my secondary school new challenges are awaiting for me.
addition to that now ii just chat with irni on MSN just now.about some personal issue.and ii got a new adaptation from her
"betrayal is the 'in' thing now". absolutely true !.but we don't bother at the end of the day.anyway i'll end my entry for today here but Brann remember one thing.(you left with 1 months plus) is either suffer now enjoy later or enjoy now and cry at the end of the day).decide what you want.
"The great use of life is to spend it on something that will outlast it."

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hello everyone ! this is my first entry for this blog . to begin with , i have no idea why this feel days experiencing the craving for writing out my emotions that's been bothering me. maybe about FRIENDS? i don't know but at least ii still can use "you" to evince my feelings. I'm completely disgusted with some people attitude and behaviour. just made me feel you are still so juvenile at times.

LOST for words while reading the paragraph already?ii shall enlighten.Quote"Brann,Sec 1 like that, Sec 5 also like that"<--Chinese translated pardon for the broken.this FAMOUS quote was adapted by SOMEONE who sees everything PERFECT in him . well ii shall expostulate your point by saying "you were so juvenile in your behavior in sec 1 and now you are still the same".lets get this straight. ii was trying to help but ii never realised that helping you will turn out to show your unappreciativeness and causing me to loss the respect of my friends.but never mind at least at the end of the day ii still succeed in something rather then you . if you can think using that organism that is known as the THE BRAIN,which is in your head,ii think you will like understand.but doesn't matter since you choose your decision already ii shall not solicitude.On contrary ii only have 2 more weeks in this school.so ii care less now .

feel so much better lightening the load off my shoulders now at least ."you" understand my feelings. although you did not help much but at least you lent me your ears.Now now now, my prelims are like SUPER badly doned .

English C6
Mathematics A2

Science(physic,Chemistry) B4

Humanities(history,Social
Studies) E8

Chinese D7

POA D7

my god. must push on already !.BRAN stop dreaming and hallucinating. ii'll end here for tonight but bran please remember

"our future is not for us to dream but to make it up with our own bare hand"

START WORKING HARD !